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my nightmare i fear
Category: i live in a cardboard box
Posted: Aug 04, 2008 at 2:09 PM
Current mood: amused

i standing in a dark room
i pictured millions of faces staring at me
my eyes closed i heard a noise
it sounded like some one was moving closer
closer and closer
[/i]clunk....clunk...clunk[i]

my breathing stoped short
the steps stoped i could feel warm breath on my cheek
i paniced
fear running through my body
panic running through my mind

then, in one motion, i opened my eyes and saw....
a white face with dark pits for eyes
its mouth opened

i tried screaming, nothing
i tried running, couldnt move an inch
it felt as if it had a grip on my body and i was being held like a rag doll in a child's small grip

i tried crying for help, nothing

only one thing ran through my mind 'death.....death......death....i'm going to die...'
then, i flash of light came and i woke up

till this day that same dream vivd in my mind
people say the devil is after me others say its just a meanless dream....

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gone
Category: fuked up
Posted: Apr 22, 2008 at 10:26 PM
Current mood: ed and sad as hell

she danced in the palm of his hand
she though she loved him
he played her like a harp

he played one note she would sing a beautiful tune
she smiled when he smiled
she cried when he cried
she cared so did he

until tht nite he crushed her....
he crushed everthing she lived for
she loved him with all her heart she left everything behind just for him

now his gone along with everything else
now she holds a broken heart in her small tiny frail hands
will u be able to heal it for her?

*looks down and a stays quiet*
....
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kyohaku is no longer well kyohaku
now she is gone forever unless i choose 2 make her come back
now she is Ryoko
well this is the end
goodbye...(not going 2 kill myself ok xD)
*turns off everything*

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day by day
Category: i live in a cardboard box
Posted: Apr 15, 2008 at 11:33 PM

Yet again Ive done it
I pushed someone away
When really all I wanted
Was just for them to stay
I really cant explain it
I dont know what I did
I feel like breaking down
Just sobbing like a kid
I wish I could forget it
And just brush it off my sleeve
But I get too caught up
In why these people leave
What did I ever do
To make these people me
Im always trying hard
But they seem to never see
Im sorry, I cant help it
I just want a little affection
All these people say they care
But I go by without detection
No one ever says Whats wrong
They just assume that Im ok
They dont know how I try
Just to make it day by day
To hold these tears inside
And never let the pain show
Always have to be all right
No one can ever know
I have to be the happy one
So this family doesnt fall apart
No one truly knows
Whats inside my heart
When I want to just let it out
And feel like I need to scream
I have to smile and bare it
Can never let off any steam
So I keep it all held in
And let it all build up
Slowly filling, slowly filling
Until Im an over flowing cup
Start busting at the seams
Completely coming undone
Crying to nothing and no one
Just wanting to get up and run
I dont know what to do
Dont know how to say
Its hard just to make it
Day by day

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unknown
Category: i live in a cardboard box
Posted: Apr 15, 2008 at 11:33 PM

A face without a name
Walks down an empty street
Pushing through the snow
The ice, wind, and sleet
This face that has no name
Is reddened from the chill
Body s , teeth chatter
Theres nothing they can feel
No thoughts in their head
No emotion in their heart
Eyes glazed over
Watching their world fall apart
Just your average Joe
To the unseeing eye
Nobody knows
This person will soon die
So much is ruined
So much is gone
No one to talk to
Left cold and alone
Just wandering about
No specific way to go
Trying to find a bridge
Thats not too low
Walking and walking around
For hours on end
Searching for the perfect place
Not willing to bend
Finally they find it
A bridge way up high
Climbing on the edge
Ready to say goodbye
With one deep breath
They plunge into the night
Falling through the air
Not one ounce of fright
Almost at the bottom
The ground is coming fast
A smile on their face
Yet happiness cannot last
I jet straight up in bed
Rubbing at my eyes
A smile still on my face
From my dreams surprise

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there's no such thing as me and you
Category: fuked up
Posted: Apr 15, 2008 at 11:31 PM

Everyone has forsaken me
Yet no one knows how to break me
And because of the way I am
No one ever gives a damn

I don’t know what to do
There’s no such thing as me and you
Why the do I even care
This pain is way too much to bear

Why do you and tease me so
In your heart I’m sure you know
Why play games and hurt me more
My head and heart are already sore

Stop ing with my emotions and making me cry
Everything you’ve done, makes me want to die
You hurt me so bad, and I it so much
I want nothing more than to just feel your touch

Please hold me tight, and tell me you love me
Say that right here with me is where you want to be
Look into my eyes, lean in for a kiss
Let our problems fade, as we fill with bliss

But this is a dream, I know that is true
Because there’s no such this as me and you
So go on get out, deny that you know
But keep on smiling just for show

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i want to say...
Category: rawr muffin cheese
Posted: Apr 15, 2008 at 11:30 PM
Current mood: bored

I want to say I you
And that I don’t care
I want to say you’re evil
And always really unfair
I want to say you’re ugly
And mean as can be
I want to say you’re conceited
And that you’re awful to me
I want to say you’re an
And you always complain
I want to say you’re stupid
And you’re not even close to sane
I want to say you slap me
And that you punch me too
But if I said any of this
It just wouldn’t be true
I only want to say this
Because of how damn great you are
I want to stop loving you
Because one persons’ love can only go so far
You’ll never love me back
Because I’m only your friend
This road you’ve brought me on
Has left me broken after each bend
So now I want to say goodbye
And depart in our own ways
And if this road brings us together again
Maybe then I’ll know what to say

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my 1st story it might suck xD
Category: rawr muffin cheese
Posted: Apr 10, 2008 at 6:09 PM

as she walked she could smell irony in the air. she clutched her sword and sheath. her body covered with crimson . her arm had been cut but she didn't care at the time. she was thinking over and over again 'where is he where is he...'. she had finally found him.

his name was rikku kin-shun. he was her friend and lover. she ran toward him and dropped to her knees and cried. he smiled weakly and said "save your tears Shikoku-chan. i will always be with you. remember i love you more than anything,but i can't stay i must go...."he winced in pain as poured out of his side"Shikoku i need u to keep this for me and give it to your first born child...even if they don't know who i am tell them great stories about me....please...." she cried and said"i can save you! Rikku don't give up on me please! i am begging you!" His eyes closed and his hands fell to the cold ground.

She took the necklace from his hand and put it around her neck.she put her sword in the Sheath and put hanging next to her waist and picked him up. she carried him away from the battle ground. she sob while walking. she found a peaceful place in a vast green valley. she found a tree. "heres a place for him...." she set him down and started to dig a hole.

an hour later she had dug deep enough, she climbed out of the hole and lowed his body genital in it. she said softly" may my love always be with you Rikku Kin-Shun....."
she put the dirt back and carved:
Rikku Kin-Shun
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may my love be with you

to be continued.....*sniffles*

about:
the main character: Shikoku Izumoto
looks:

her past:unknown

Rikku Kin-Shun
looks:

about: was Shikoku's lover but died in a horrible battle

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^^
Category: fuked up
Posted: Apr 04, 2008 at 1:14 AM

friends will bail you out of jail
but best friends would be sitting next to you say' damn we fucked up

i love walking in the rain b/c ppl dnt know i am crying

if kisses were rainbows i'd give u showers if hugs were minutes i'd give u
hours if smiles were water i'd give u seas if had just only had a sweet
FRIEND like me

i am sick of crying i am tried of trying YEAH i am :] smiling but inside i am DYING

love is patient love is kind. it has no envy it does not boast. it is not proud it is not rude. it is not self-seeking it is not easily angered. it keeps no records of wrongs.love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. t always protects, trusts. always hopes, always perseveres.
love never failles.

i will never let u fall.i'll stand with u forever,i'll be there through it all,even
if saving you sends me to heaven
'till death do us part...

EVERYONE wants to be happy
NOBODY want to be in pain
thats y you cant my rainbows without the rain

WiTh OuT yOu I aM lOsT
(---->)breathing(
sum times i feel like CRYING
lying down and maybe dying
thats when you need LOVE

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hmm idk
Category: fuked up
Posted: Mar 24, 2008 at 9:35 PM

Engulf me with your presence, and feed the starvation in my soul

Seep into my mind, and stain my eyes, that are dark holes

Body limp with passion, Hears echoing with sound

Heart drenched in words sung, voice still bound

Expand around me, cloaking me with protection

Float into my head, sing to me without rejection

Perched on my lips, ready to spring to action

The lyrics drip from my lips with satisfaction

Finally freed from the cage, where it was trapped for long

As I break into a loud, proud song.

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I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make
With every breath you take
It's not like anything
When you're loving me

Oh lets take it slow
So as for you well you know where to go
I want to take my love and you till the end

It's not like you to turn away
From all the I can't take
It's not like me to walk away

I'm so addicted too all the things
You do when you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make
With every breathe you take
It's not like anything
When you're loving me

Yeah

I know when it's getting rough
All the times we spend
When we try to make
This love something better than
Just making love again

It's not like you to turn away
All the I can't take
Just when I think I can walk away,

I'm so addicted to all the things
You do when you're going on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make
With every breathe
It's not like anything

I'm so addicted to the things you do
When you're going down on me
Or the sound you make with every breath you take
It's not like anything when you're loving me
Yeah
When you're loving me

How can I make it through
All the things you do
There's just got to be more to you and me

I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make with every breath you take
It's not like anything
It's not like anything

I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When you're going down on me

Or the sound you make with every breath
You take it's not like anything
I'm so addicted to you
Addicted to you
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And in a flash my whole world was changing
Evolving into something new
That precious moment will always be here in my heart

I feel there's an anger I can't hide
When I see the 'me' that was inside

So tired of grieving, deceiving, believing that nothing could vanquish the anguish, and ease my my regret
But with one word that you gave me, you managed to save me and slowly I began to forget
I felt your light as it shone in my mind and the emptyness crumbled away

I looked above and I saw a sky that was cloudless and perfectly blue
So I decided the to open up the lock on my thoughts
And in a flash my whole world was changing
Evolving into something new
That precious moment will always be here in my heart

Basic

gender

Female

relationship

Single

birthday

December 16, 1994

Network

city

i live in ur pants

state/country

GA, US